You - my life

I hope, that you smile now, today is 18 october, 12:28 am...
I am at home, and it's so hard, i without you... Want to be with you every seconds, so worry about you. I dream that you will be soon in Russia, and i will can spend a lot of time with you, hope that we will be back together. You overturn all my life, and i am so happy that i have you, i remember every our night, how you hold me and i couldn't breathe, it was the best summer in my life. I remember how every day i wait evening - time when you belong me, when you cooking for me, every seconds with you was big holiday for me...
I want that you will have this letter in your birthday, when you check your mail in a morning, and then you will be back at bed and kiss me so passion and we will try to make our baby, and you will be so happy, i will try to do everything for your smile...