Letter from Alex (Sasha)!

Hi, dear Dylan.
It is now October 30, 2020.
And this letter was written to you, from a friend from Kazakhstan to Alex.

I found a site like this that sends letters to the future.
Hope you got everything as I intended.
First of all, I want to ask, how are you?
Today we talked with you, you asked me in what cases we use «Отлично.Рад знакомству».

today is Christmas and you are 24! You must have a wife and you must have Thomas.
I envy this beautiful girl, because in her biography your name will be on the line “husband”.
Hope you have completely healed your soul as planned.
Perhaps you have been to Russia and have improved your Russian language.
I hope your life has improved during this time.
I'm 17 now, but when you read this I will be 22.
I don't know where life will take me or where I will be.
But now I feel terrible pain and listen to that French song that you once threw off.
And I think about you, I think about you all day.
I love you, I love you so much that it kills me from the inside.
But don't worry, I take pills and they sometimes help me not to cry.
But death beckons me so, but I have to be strong, as you taught me.
Now I am writing a book that I dedicate to you, I don’t know if I will give it to you someday, but it exists and is sacred to you, because I said that I want to dedicate a lot to you.

“We each have hundreds of options every day, and there is no good or bad. It's just that each of the options creates a different life, a different unique world. But every life deserves to be lived, every path to be followed. "

I think if you once chose me, I would give you the words that will make your life the happiest.
But you chose a different path, perhaps it also brought you happiness.

I hope you are still in my beloved Colorado,in any case, do not forget about «blackjack pizza».

I love you, and that's all I ever thought about ... I know that humanity is almost dead, that we will be free. We proved to fate that we are all the purity and "serenity" that we deserve and need love, it is very difficult for me without your love.

Dylan, I will always be glad to see your messages, I hope God will show the way for this letter.
I hope you find me and answer this letter.
Merry Christmas!
(С)Alex