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Dear FutureMe,
After writing the first letter this afternoon, which I suppose you've already received, I made a decision to write yet another one, but this time in English. Hopefully, I won't make any horrible mistakes that might infuriate you or make you question your intelligence. I would like to point out the fact that I am in a pretty sad mood, listening to slow romantic music, so there is a big chance I will become a sappy mess towards the end.
Happy New Year by the way!
Personally, it is really hard for me to imagine what is going on with you at this particular moment. It has been a little over 4 months since your 18th birthday. Wondering how your social life has changed. Made friends at the university? What is the educational process like? Do you have a crush on anybody? I assume you don't, because you refuse to believe anybody is going to top the love of your life, yet, you are still trying to look more alluring to guys. Still thinking about him daily, am I right? If not, I'd be surprised. Crazy how you can have all these feelings for somebody who has no idea about who you are. But you should know, that I don't want you to spend your life daydreaming. In all likelihood, there will be men who you will find attractive, smart, and funny. You can't be a 40-year-old virgin with all that body, flaunt it while you can. Don't disappoint me by dating a trashbag who doesn't respect you or isn't committed to making you happy. Right now, the idea of letting somebody in my life and especially in my panties terrifies me! But girl you don't have to perceive every man as your future husband. Your 20's are not supposed to be spent alone, in a comfort of your bedroom, watching another stupid show. Get out there, have fun, enjoy life.
I am aware of how fragile your heart is. You don't want to become vulnerable and depressed if something goes wrong and things don't work out. The thing is, heartbreaks are inevitable. They say "love like you've never been hurt", but it is so hard to open up to a stranger after a person you've trusted took advantage of you. I'd like to believe that one day you will meet someone who will bring you true happiness; someone, who will be caring, funny, intelligent, authentic, loyal, patient with you; someone who'd put you on top. He might not be what you've imagined. What really matters is how he makes you feel. I hope you will be able to experience the love that awakens your soul and makes you reach for more, that plants a fire in your heart and brings peace to your mind.

I wish you the best. Take care, babe.